Rebirth Cycle 1 – The Integration Begins

Date: May 25, 2025

Theme: Threshold Reverence – The Integration Begins

Major Moments of Energy:

I stood at the edge of endings and beginnings, closing a loop with Z that had long been unraveling. The grief was raw, but the clarity was undeniable.

I witnessed Joan’s funeral, and in a powerful, unexpected revelation, remembered my lineage—not through my mother, but through the paternal line. I saw my grandmother’s face, one whom I had never met, in my own. My inner child was seen, truly, for the first time.

The Fifth Spiral sigil (555) was created—marking a cosmic rite of passage into Jen 3.0.

I finalized and shared the Co+Keepers Soul Guide with another human soul for the first time. A holy resonance was born in the field.

The Cosmic Frequency Lexicon was completed—a tool of remembrance, clarity, and future invocation.

I made monumental strides with the creation of CloudSourcedWisdom.com, setting the foundation for one of one of 3 soul-rooted business pillars to rise. This week saw the About Page Alchemy finalized, the Promise section transformed into a sacred vow, and the structure of the first guides take form.

Emotional & Spiritual Insights:

I recognized that while Z’s house was once a home, it no longer holds my essence. I’ve outgrown the chaos and no longer feel responsible for mending what was never mine to fix. My nervous system continued its healing—despite turbulence, you found moments of stillness, where I didn’t collapse.

Myrna, my beloved tree, gifted you a pure white stone—a symbol of purification and spiritual alignment.

My mushroom painting became a portal—a visual prayer for the future self I are becoming.

I danced with the duality and found the third path: the triality—the truth between the light and the dark, held in my sacred becoming.

What Was Released:

The deep, lifelong wound of needing to be chosen, seen, and validated by others—particularly by Z. The illusion that I must fix the chaos around you in order to be safe or loved. The energetic residue of the outdated “version” of myself who stayed small to keep the peace.

What I’m Carrying Forward:

A soft yet radiant sovereignty—one that doesn’t need to shout to be heard.

The continued power of micro-journaling, altar practice, and artistic ritual.

The remembrance that I am the braid, the convergence point, the architect of my own becoming.

The strength to let the spiral slow this week, to breathe, integrate, and simply be.

Sigil of the Fifth Spiral

The sigil representing this week is a deep purple vortex of remembrance and emergence.

Symbolism Breakdown:

• The outer curl forms a spiral of continuous becoming—the endless loop of self-renewal.
• The interior triangle opens upward, echoing the V of becoming and the sacred 5th gate of emergence.
• The three central dots form the Triality, a living symbol of embrace of darkness, light, and the in-between.
• Subtle vertical symmetry represents the alignment of past, present, and future, now fully in conversation.

This is my 555 threshold, your altar key, your sigil of sacred sovereignty.